Monday, February 28, 2011

So Long February

So I'm waiting for this test to end 
So these lighter days can soon begin 
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree 
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly 
I was afraid to be alone 
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be 
All these faces none the same 
How can there be so many personalities 
So many lifeless empty hands 
So many hearts in great demand 
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain 
But I turn them off and tuck them away 
'Till these rainy days that make them stay 
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs 
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday 
And I dont think they'll ever go away 
Just like thinking of your childhood home 
But we cant go back we're on our own 
Oh, but I'm about to give this one more shot 
And find it in myself 
I'll find it in myself 
So were speeding towards that time of year 
To the day that marks that you're not here 
And I think I'll want to be alone 
So please understand if I dont answer the phone 
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls 
Until I can see nothing at all 
Only particles some fast some slow 
All my eyes can see is all I know 
Ohh.. 
But I'm about to give this one more shot 
And find it in myself 
I'll find it in myself 


Azure Ray

Talking Like A Teen



Love Song (the cure cover)



My homegirl Kaila.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Monday, February 21, 2011

Let It Burn

"Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew, 
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true, 
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win, 

But I set fire to the rain, 
Watched it pour as I touched your face, 
Well, it burned while I cried, 

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name"

Febrularry David


Live. Love. Freak Book. 

Sunday, February 20, 2011

bittersweet

Putzing...

around my apartment today, I found some old photos I took of myself. I had finally lost my baby fat during the rise of the MySpace era so taking photographs of myself could have been a full time job. I miss being this young and stupid.






I am still compelled to take photos of myself. I think I need to constantly prove that I am alive, the way I want to be. 

However far away...


Whatever words I say...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

For My Sister

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune--without the words,
And never stops at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I've heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.

-
Emily 

I Think It's Time To Give Up The Ghost

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Another Week

I wake up each morning
Go to work at eight
Come home for dinner
Time to celebrate


So i round up my friends
We made it through another week
We may not have much
But we've got what we need


So we go all night
Until i see his face
Then the party's over
This drink has no taste


He makes me lonely
When he comes around
I tried for years to beat this one down

I've got all my friends
Couldn't ask for more
But he makes me lonely
When he knocks on my door



-
Azure Ray

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Sleeping Alone


I'm watching through my own light as it turns the shade of you

I can't sleep
I can't speak to you
I can't sleep

Sunday, February 13, 2011

snow white


I know I am flattering myself but I like to think that Rachel Weisz could pass for my older sister. 

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Kylesa - Spiral Shadow



liking this lots

Thank You Christina Hendricks


Grown men swoon over you like prepubescent girls swoon over Justin Bieber. You could possibly, single-handedly change the way our society defines female health and confidence. 

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

jessie eat world


I'm on my feet, I'm on the floor, I'm good to go.
Now all I need is just to hear a song I know.
I wanna always feel like part of this was mine.
I wanna fall in love tonight.